it's one of those days

One of those days...

... that makes you think how lucky you are and to not take advantage of the time you have now because you never know.. you just never know.

.... that makes you grateful for the knowledge of the Gospel and how we will see those who die in this life again. And those who die young (too young) will have a chance.  I have to believe that they will.  Our Heavenly Father who loves us would never not let them have a chance at having a wife.. kids.. and all those eternal blessings!

... that even though I want should to do clean the house and do the dishes and rearrange things... I don't want to..

... that even though i want to just sit and wallow in sadness.. I feel like it would be disrespectful in a way..


So I won't wallow in sadness.. I will give my boys and hubby an extra squeeze of love today (and every day..)