a new year..

I want to be a new me.

it all starts with my foot surgery. this fibroma-thingy is really hurting me. my whole foot is just throbbing. and when I've tried to go for a walk- it just kills. which doesn't help with my goal to be more active and lose weight.

I've decided to let the past be the past. Let all the toxicity that's been in my life just fall away. I don't need it. I deserve to be happy and not let anyone or anything get in the way of that.

I know I've already made my list. Just one of those days I need to write about how I'm feeling, well to an extent.

I've been thinking about our future lately. About how I'm going to deal with my boys as teens or even as each day passes. Thank goodness I know I have the help of my family and my Heavenly Father. I couldn't do anything without their help.

Crap. Another random, boring post. Oh well.