I still LOVE my boys!!

older picture but SO cute

So That last post needs to not be in the top spot anymore.  Its depressing and just negative.  It was a horrible horrible day but things happen.  I just need to learn to express how I'm feeling to the right people the right way. Which I'm hopefully doing before church on Sunday.

That post also made it seem like I don't love my boys.

boys are tough. 

really tough.

BUT I keep telling myself that it will get better.. They grow up and different difficulties will arise, yes but they'll understand how to act in church.. And maybe become my helpers in a way. 

life wasn't meant to be easy. 

"I never said it would be easy, only that it would be worth it"

I don't think that's a direct quote, obviously, but its true.

So when my days are hard with the boys, I really just need to ask for help. And then when that doesn't help I need to get on my knees and pray for strength and patience.

and then I need to remember:
I LOVE MY BOYS!!!