The tiredness I am feeling is my own fault. I drank Mountain Dew too late. And I ignored a prompting to try to sleep about 3 hrs before I actually did. Looking back on last night, I'm ashamed that I ignored a prompting since its the first one I've felt in a while (or recognized).
Should have listened because Cayden is sick today. Like fever, laying around, not being able to aim his pee, throwing up apple juice and stomach acid cause he either had no energy to eat his breakfast or couldn't - sick. And I just don't know how to handle a sick kid and a rambunctious almost 1 year old.. Especially now in a house, where I don't want Creighton playing upstairs in all the boxes but I don't want Cayden downstairs because the couch and his bed are too far from the toilet. But my bed is feet from our toilet. Seriously I'm having doubts of how good of a mother I really am especially since I gagged just hearing him gag.
Now on to my other depressing news.. moving into the Jordan school district sucks! They do things too different and Cayden might not get the help he needs. Sucky!!!!!! They base off if he needs to be evaluated on a QUESTIONNAIRE!!! Seriously?!?! I wish we could have found a house right by his Preschool so I would know for sure he'd continue to get the speech therapy he truly needs. Frustrating!
Hopefully this all sounds somewhat intelligent since I taped it super fast to get my feelings down before either boy starts freaking out. Made me feel better though!
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It looked great other than the fact you typed 'typed' wrong lol. I hope you feel better! As long as both boys aren't sick together, there is some ray of sunshine. Maybe put Creighton in a pack 'n play to play so you can keep an eye on him. I hope Cayden can eat more later.
Isn't that kind of ironic that that's the only word.. haha I kept Cayden on my bed while playing downstairs with Creighton! I should have invested in a pack 'n play! Cuz that would have helped. :) Thank you. I'm better now that I finally got to speak with Adam and he's almost home! :) and I'd be even better if I don't have to work tonight!
oh not fun! sick babies are the WORST! when someone is sick in the house or around us, i freak out and disinfect everything... because when they get sick, i get sad! though, i have learned that these hard, no-fun days, make the following days better. you are thankful on days they aren't sick and when they are sick again, you think, oh, i got this! i can do anything! just my thoughts. good luck! ps. i'm super jealous you have a house! we moved from my mom's house to my mother-in-law's house... waiting and waiting for our own. now i know to get one close to a school i like. i wouldn't have even ever thought about that if it weren't for this post! thank you!!
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